Tag Archives: philosophy

Starting Again…

It’s hard to find a reason to continue everything here. Not like I want to leave, or there is no value to it, but starting again without starting again is hard. I am here a second year, but all my … Continue reading

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Posted in 2018-10, Lanzhou, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Patterns

Whenever I find myself following too much of a pattern, I tend to start to resist it. Patterns tend to be boring, not necessarily in itself, but I find myself getting bored. Sometimes I just change the details, sometimes I … Continue reading

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Posted in 2018-06, Lanzhou, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , | Leave a comment

Two Roads

There is something to choosing consistency over chaos. I still have a year and a half here in China, but time is not what it used to be. Looking forward, time barely seems to move. Looking backward, it’s too easy … Continue reading

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Posted in 2018-01, Chengdu, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Love and Pain

For a long time connecting to people was hard for me. Not understanding them, or wanting to connect, but stepping past the fear that comes with dealing with people. I still don’t have that fearlessness that people talk about. I … Continue reading

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Posted in 2017-09, Lanzhou, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment