Tag Archives: philosophy

Patterns

Whenever I find myself following too much of a pattern, I tend to start to resist it. Patterns tend to be boring, not necessarily in itself, but I find myself getting bored. Sometimes I just change the details, sometimes I … Continue reading

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Posted in 2018-06, Lanzhou, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , | Leave a comment

Two Roads

There is something to choosing consistency over chaos. I still have a year and a half here in China, but time is not what it used to be. Looking forward, time barely seems to move. Looking backward, it’s too easy … Continue reading

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Posted in 2018-01, Chengdu, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Love and Pain

For a long time connecting to people was hard for me. Not understanding them, or wanting to connect, but stepping past the fear that comes with dealing with people. I still don’t have that fearlessness that people talk about. I … Continue reading

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Posted in 2017-09, Lanzhou, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

An Ideal

Time is strange these days. It feels like I’m always late, always running behind, like every hour is actually two. It feels like there is always someplace to be, something I should be doing, something I have forgotten, but there … Continue reading

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Posted in 2017-09, Lanzhou, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment